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11月24日 碎语 我在法国的女友常和我提 想举家来新加坡发展 而我却向往着法国 犹如围城的片断 进去的人想出来 出来的人想进去 为什么呢？ 在哪其实都差不多吧 除了周边的人和气候不同 在哪的心境都变不了太多 至少我是这样吧 不喜欢被束缚 可时间久了 却也厌倦了飘浮不定的状态 充满了不确定 充满了反复的情绪 只能自己慢慢揣摩 我究竟想要什么 究竟什么样的生活才会要我得到安宁 我想知道 但这要靠我自己去摸索寻找 谁都帮不了 明年的生日 我要在法国 11月23日 放手 一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。” 和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。” 他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。” 和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。 苦者被烫到马上松开了手。 和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。” 今天开始收拾 周日搬家 开始把东西装箱 粗算下来 至少有10箱的书 很多衣服鞋子 各式画板画具 电器家具 估计搬家公司的哥们儿会很郁闷@_@ 不过ikea搬家的箱子真的设计得很好 一个箱子可以耐30kg左右的重量 利用力学原理 不需要胶带捆绑就已经很牢固 有想法的东西就是有趣 走走看看今天走街拍照 圣诞节要到了 当然要带着相机出来遛达 ION前的圣诞树蛮漂亮 但树里面更美 穿过人群 欣赏街头表演 做广告宣传的大美妞们落落大方的邀我拍照 从乌节直走到政府大厦 回家等车的站台 一个还走不稳的小宝贝 露着刚长出来的小兔牙对我甜笑 要我忍俊不禁的想拉她的小手 今晚的夜很美好          |  来~！我们一起拍照      photographer: Joe, Camera: Nikon D700 11月20日 那些你以为是理性判断的假设昨天熬夜看了一部2008年Penélope Cru主演的片子《Elegy》 11月18日 世界美术院校排名（前30名）1 巴黎美术学院(法国) 2 列宾美术学院(俄罗斯) 3 佛罗伦萨美术学院(意大利) 4 英国皇家美术学院(英国) 5 汉堡美术学院(德国) 6 柏林艺术大学美术学院(德国) 7 中国美术学院(中国) 8 苏里科夫美术学院(俄罗斯) 9 罗马美术学院(意大利) 10 芝加哥美术学院(美国) 11 卡塞尔美术学院(德国) 12 鹿特丹美术学院(荷兰) 13 阿尔佛莱德美术学院(美国) 14 威尼斯美术学院(意大利) 15 格拉斯哥美术学院(英国) 16 斯图加特美术学院(德国) 17 加拿大美术学院(加拿大) 18 里昂美术学院(法国) 19 中国中央美术学院(中国) 20 库内奥美术学院(意大利) 21 米兰纳巴美术学院(意大利) 22 波罗尼亚美术学院(意大利) 23 敦刻尔克美术学院(法国) 24 巴黎凡尔赛美术学院(法国) 25 布尔杰美术学院(法国) 26 瓦兰斯国立美术学院(法国) 27 勒芒美术学院 (法国) 28 佩皮尼昂美术学院 (法国) 29 纽约艺术学院美术学院(美国) 30 乌克兰美术学院(乌克兰) 11月17日 Stupid in love Mmm, stupid in love, oh Stupid in love, hmm Let me tell you something, Never have I ever been a size 10 in my whole life I left the engine running, I just cant see, What you would do if I, gave you a chance to make things right. So I made it even though Katie told me that this would be nothing but a waste of time, and she was right. Hmm, dont understand it but on your hands, Just knew that youre sister repeated youre trying to tell me lies and I just dont know why. Oh, this is stupid, im not stupid Dont talk to me like im stupid I still love you but I just cant do this I may be dumb but im not stupid My new nickname is “you idiot” (such an idiot) Hmm, thats what my friends are calling me when they see me and ringing to my phone, theyre telling me let go, he is not the one. I thought I saw your potential, Guess thats what made me dumb. He dont want it, like you want it, screaming and cheating, oh girl why do you waste your time? You know he aint right. You telling me this, I dont wanna listen. But oh, ya sis repeated youre trying to tell me lies and I just dont know why. This is stupid, im not stupid Dont talk to me like im stupid I still love you but I just cant do this I may be dumb but im not stupid Tryna make this work But you act like a jerk Silly of me to keep holdin on But the dumbs cap is off You dont know what youve lost And you wore all your lies till im gone, gone, gone... But I was the one, which one of us is really gone No, no, no, im not stupid in love This is stupid, im not stupid Dont talk to me like im stupid I still love you but I just cant do this I may be dumb but im not stupid I may be dumb but im not stupid in love  Personal feel, This is the one of best song from Rihannas' new album <Rated R> 哦哦 最近心情不很好 但胃口却出奇的好 总是吃不饱的感觉 难道肚皮要再度发育了？ 工作，在家 似乎填满了我所有的生活 下月开始准备getty的拍照比赛 主题随意 拍什么好呢 我真想拍线条无敌好的裸女啊  当然先想想 11月16日 加班后的苦闷加班后回家
路遇喝的晕了吧唧的大爷
上车就晃晃悠悠差点没坐我腿上
然后就是摇摇晃晃的左右靠
大爷，我这瘦干巴的肩膀能当你家的枕头使么
我那个左闪右躲阿 还好，后来的几个急转弯大爷的头都冲过道 轮我下车他还没醒
用指头戳大爷胳膊了好几下
才把大爷给整醒了
大爷应该感激我今天路上听舒缓的音乐
应该感激我还知道点不能和年龄大的人动气动手
可您要再小个20岁
我就不会堆一脸假笑了
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一个如来神掌迎上去
您就能趴在马路中央了  11月15日 琐碎 我过着一种筛选的生活 每天筛选我喜欢不喜欢的东西 研究，深入，淡忘 试想如果重来 还会做一样的选择么 没交谈，没留言的感觉 多数是好的 因为不需要为此而分散精力 就如同沉睡 没有梦的睡眠意味头脑清醒的第二天 不矛盾纠结 避免心痛的感觉 这样没什么不好 不会再掉那么多头发了 不会变成秃子了 与自己交谈 省去了被人驳回的烦恼 也节省了自己的时间 而这句不是我说的 是出自王尔德先生的口 旅行人生其实就是一次孤独的旅行， 我们驾驭着自己的躯体与灵魂一路走着， 沿途有很多的岔路口， 会面临很多的选择。 不同的方向、不同的选择会带领我们到达不同的地方。 我们一路上遇到很多人， 看到很多事， 有些在情理之中， 有些在意料之外。 在这条路上，有人会同行一段， 也有人会匆匆离开。 最后留下的还只是我们自己， 走完自己的路  It's a hard life I don't want my freedom There's no reason for living with a broken heart This is a tricky situation I've only got myself to blame It's just a simple fact of life It can happen to anyone You win - you lose It's a chance you have to take with love Oh yeah - I fell in love And now you say it's over and I'm falling apart It's a hard life To be true lovers together To love and live forever in each others hearts It's a long hard fight To learn to care for each other To trust in one another right from the start When you're in love I try to mend the broken pieces I try to fight back the tears They say it's just a state of mind But it happens to everyone How it hurts - deep inside When your love has cut you down to size Life is tough - on your own Now I'm waiting for something to fall from the skies And I'm waiting for love Yes it's a hard life Two lovers together To love and live forever in each others hearts It's a long hard fight To learn to care for each other To trust in one another - right from the start When you're in love Yes it's a hard life In a world that's filled with sorrow There are people searching for love in ev'ry way It's a long hard fight But I'll always live for tomorrow I'll look back on myself and say I did it for love Yes I did it for love - for love - oh I did it for love 11月14日 Something inside
When the one thing you’re looking for Is nowhere to be found And you back stepping all of your moves Trying to figure it out You wanna reach out You wanna give in Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend You wish you could find something warm Cause you’re shivering cold It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes The last thing you say as your saying goodbye Something inside you is crying and driving you on It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes The last thing you say as your saying goodbye Something inside you is crying and driving you on Cause if you hadn't found me I would have found you I would have found you So long you’ve been running in circles Round what’s at stake But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place You wanna reach out You wanna give in Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend You wish you could find something warm Cause you’re shivering cold It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes The last thing you say as your saying goodbye Something inside you is crying and driving you on It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes The last thing you say as your saying goodbye Something inside you is crying and driving you on Cause if you hadn't found me I would have found you I would have found you It was your first taste of love Living upon what you had It’s the first thing you see when you open your eyes The last thing you say as your saying goodbye Something inside you is crying and driving you on Cause if you hadnt found me I would have found you I would have found you I would have found you I would have found you ps: I need to say, I still love the happy ending movies. 11月13日 Concert 一月有MUSE, The Killers, Green Day & Cat Power I love Singapore Although this weedend I still need to do overtime jobs But SMILE, It's Friday  11月10日 AtmosphereWalk in silence, Don't walk away, in silence. See the danger, Always danger, Endless talking, Life rebuilding, Don't walk away. Walk in silence, Don't turn away, in silence. Your confusion, My illusion, Worn like a mask of self-hate, Confronts and then dies. Don't walk away. |
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