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11月17日

Stupid in love

Mmm, stupid in love, oh
Stupid in love, hmm

Let me tell you something,
Never have I ever been
a size 10 in my whole life
I left the engine running,
I just cant see,
What you would do if
I, gave you a chance to make things right.
So I made it even though
Katie told me that this would be nothing but a waste of time, and she was right.
Hmm, dont understand
it but on your hands,
Just knew that youre
sister repeated youre trying to tell me lies and I just dont know why.

Oh, this is stupid, im not stupid
Dont talk to me like im stupid
I still love you but
I just cant do this
I may be dumb but im not stupid

My new nickname is “you
idiot” (such an idiot)
Hmm, thats what my friends
are calling me when they see me and ringing to my phone, theyre telling me let go, he is not the one.
I thought I saw your potential,
Guess thats what made me dumb.
He dont want it, like
you want it, screaming and cheating, oh girl why do you waste your time?
You know he aint right.
You telling me this, I dont wanna listen.
But oh, ya sis repeated
youre trying to tell me lies and I just dont know why.

This is stupid, im not stupid
Dont talk to me like im stupid
I still love you but
I just cant do this
I may be dumb but im not stupid

Tryna make this work
But you act like a jerk
Silly of me to keep holdin on
But the dumbs cap is off
You dont know what youve lost
And you wore all your
lies till im gone, gone, gone...
But I was the one, which
one of us is really gone
No, no, no, im not stupid in love

This is stupid, im not stupid
Dont talk to me like im stupid
I still love you but
I just cant do this
I may be dumb but im not stupid

I may be dumb but im
not stupid in love



Personal feel, This is the one of best song from Rihannas' new album <Rated R>
11月15日

It's a hard life

I don't want my freedom
There's no reason for living with a broken heart

This is a tricky situation
I've only got myself to blame
It's just a simple fact of life
It can happen to anyone

You win - you lose
It's a chance you have to take with love
Oh yeah - I fell in love
And now you say it's over and I'm falling apart

It's a hard life
To be true lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another right from the start
When you're in love

I try to mend the broken pieces
I try to fight back the tears
They say it's just a state of mind
But it happens to everyone

How it hurts - deep inside
When your love has cut you down to size
Life is tough - on your own
Now I'm waiting for something to fall from the skies
And I'm waiting for love

Yes it's a hard life
Two lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another - right from the start
When you're in love

Yes it's a hard life
In a world that's filled with sorrow
There are people searching for love in ev'ry way
It's a long hard fight
But I'll always live for tomorrow
I'll look back on myself and say I did it for love
Yes I did it for love - for love - oh I did it for love
11月14日

Something inside

When the one thing you’re
looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping
all of your moves
Trying to figure it out
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around
what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find
something warm
Cause you’re shivering cold
It’s the first thing
you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say
as your saying goodbye
Something inside you
is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing
you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say
as your saying goodbye
Something inside you
is crying and driving you on

Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

So long you’ve been running
in circles
Round what’s at stake
But now the times come
for your feet to stand still in one place
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around
what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find
something warm
Cause you’re shivering cold
It’s the first thing
you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say
as your saying goodbye
Something inside you
is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing
you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say
as your saying goodbye
Something inside you
is crying and driving you on

Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

It was your first taste of love
Living upon what you had

It’s the first thing
you see when you open your eyes
The last thing you say
as your saying goodbye
Something inside you
is crying and driving you on

Cause if you hadnt found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you

ps: I need to say, I still love the happy ending movies.

11月10日

Atmosphere

Walk in silence,
Don't walk away, in silence.
See the danger,
Always danger,
Endless talking,
Life rebuilding,
Don't walk away.

Walk in silence,
Don't turn away, in silence.
Your confusion,
My illusion,
Worn like a mask of self-hate,
Confronts and then dies.
Don't walk away.
11月9日

The Blower's Daughter

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
  
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
  
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
  
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
  
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

 
11月6日

Bleeding Love

closed off from love
i didn't need the pain
once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
time starts to pass
before you know it you're frozen

but something happened
for the very first time with you
my heart melts into the ground
found something true
and everyone's looking round
thinking i'm going crazy

but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing

you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love

you cut me open
trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
their piercing sounds fill my ears
try to fill me with doubt
yet i know that the goal
is to keep me from falling

but nothing's greater
than the rush that comes
with your embrace
and in this world of loneliness
i see your face
yet everyone around me
thinks that i'm going
crazy, maybe, maybe

but i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing

you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love

you cut me open
and it's draining all of me
oh they find it hard to believe
i'll be wearing these scars
for everyone to see
i don't care what they say
i'm in love with you
they try to pull me away
but they don't know the truth
my heart's crippled by the vein
that i keep on closing

you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love

you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
i keep bleeding
i keep, keep bleeding love
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love

you cut me open and i
keep bleeding
keep, keep bleeding love
11月4日

说谎

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会结果都阵亡

我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘
笑是真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎 人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎 是爱情说谎 它带你来
骗我说 渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

感官/世界



喜欢封面
色彩字体搭配的恰到好处

说到歌
还是倾向于第一波主打的《说谎》
其次是《心酸》
及林夕作词的《感同身受》

我们在安慰别人的时候
在听歌看电影的时候
总会用到感同身受这个词


真的
能体会到么

我们连自己都无法猜透啊


10月13日

手嶌葵《La Vie En Rose ~I Love Cinemas~第2弾~》

她的每首翻唱的歌,我都很喜欢
是她的歌
要我有个平静的夜晚





手嶌葵《La Vie En Rose ~I Love Cinemas~第2弾~》
Release: 2009-10-07
Genre: J-pop / Acoustic / Cover
 
収録楽曲:
01. Winter Light (1993/米 映画「秘密の花园」より)
02. Smile(1936/米 映画「モダン・タイムズ」より)
03. La Vie En Rose(1954/米 映画「丽しのサブリナ」より)
04. A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes(1950/米 映画「シンデレラ」<アニメーション>より)
05. Song Of Green Mansions(1959/米 映画「绿の馆」より)
06. Secret Kingdom (1976/英 映画「シンデレラ」<実写>より)
07. Night And Day (1934/米 映画「コンチネンタル/离婚协奏曲」より)
08. Wouldn't It Be Loverly (1964/米 映画「マイ・フェア・レディ」より)
09. Fascination (1957/米 映画「昼下りの情事」より)
10. Edelweiss (1964/米 映画「サウンド・オブ・ミュージック」より)
11. Angel (1998/米 映画「シティ・オブ・エンジェル」より)
9月28日

隐形纪念

我想要回到那一年
你守护我那一年
想起遥远那个夏夜
我记得你眼里是我的脸

不管这世界是那么的危险
我都悄悄地在你身边
一直到某一个幸福期限
别忘记我的脸

隐形的纪念躲在心里面
也许吧也许不会再见
阴天或晴天
一天又一年
风它在对我说莫忘这一切

我想要去找那条路
你牵着我那段路
有甜有苦呀
有雨有雾
我说有你所以喜欢旅途

有时候下着雨我淋湿了脸
所以风景都变成想念
一双脚呀走过多少时间
才能走成思念

隐形的纪念躲在心里面
也许吧也许不会再见
阴天或晴天
一天又一年
风它在对我说莫忘这一切

不管这世界是那么的危险
我都悄悄的在你身边
一直到某一个幸福期限
别忘记我的脸

隐形的纪念躲在心里面
也许吧也许不会再见
阴天或晴天
一天又一年
风它在对我说莫忘这一切

也许吧也许我们不会再见
阴天或晴天
我祝福今天
谢谢你对我说那时的一切
8月30日

placebo

http://theneverendingwhy.placeboworld.co.uk/


cool music & cool site

你不是真正的快乐

人 群中 哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你 静静 忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
这 世界 笑了 于是妳合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
于是妳 含着眼泪 飘飘盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走着
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻
重新开始活着
8月10日

主人

你的世界因你而创造
过去现在未来同时跑
没有什么难以办到
只要清楚就确定目标
有爱的拥抱 就是解药
生命的奇妙 太多思考
让我们不相信神话
成长的路上 太多责骂
让我们更渴望被原谅

专注欲望你就会得到
毋庸置疑只管去想像
别再烦恼什么我不要
抛掉伤痛来迎接美好
持续的绝望 就是炸药
生命的碰撞 太多火花
让我们更期待释放
成长的跌倒 太多警告
让我们不再像赤子般奔跑

有爱的拥抱 就是解药
生命的奇妙 太多思考
让我们不相信神话
成长的路上 太多责骂
让我们更渴望被原谅
渴望被原谅
8月3日

关于我爱你

你眷恋的 都已离去
你问过自己无数次
想放弃的 眼前全在这里
超脱和追求时常是混在一起
你拥抱的 并不总是也拥抱你
而我想说的 谁也不可惜
去挥霍和珍惜是同一件事情
我所有的何妨 何必
何其荣幸
在必须发现我们终将一无所有前
至少你可以说
我懂 活着的最寂寞
我拥有的都是侥幸啊
我失去的 都是人生
当你不遗忘也不想曾经
我爱你
你眷恋的 都已离去
你问过自己无数次
想放弃的 眼前全在这里
超脱和追求时常是混在一起
你拥抱的 并不总是也拥抱你
而我想说的 谁也不可惜
去挥霍和珍惜是同一件事情
我所有的何妨 何必
何其荣幸
在必须发现我们终将一无所有前
至少你可以说
我懂 活着的最寂寞
我拥有的都是侥幸啊
我失去的 都是人生
当你不遗忘也不想曾经
我爱你
在必须感觉我们终将一无所有前
你做的 让你可以说
是的 我有见过我的梦
我拥有的都是侥幸啊
我失去的 都是人生
因为你担心的是你自己
我爱你
我爱你
我爱你
我爱你
我爱你
我爱你


张悬的歌写的不错


7月21日

Learn to be lonely

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you?
You've always known
Your heart was on its own

So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived
Life can be loved
Alone
6月18日

放肆

想太多又想太重的梦想 还不如干脆不多想
每一个险恶的浪 都会有浪花绽放
我决定边冲边欣赏
牛顿要我们都活在地上 偏偏我就想要飞翔
要挣脱命运捆绑 要推翻柏林围墙
要站上巨人的肩膀

梦想永远是逆向 一路都有人阻挡
人们说的荒唐 却是我的心中的天堂
就放肆爱 放肆追 放肆去闯 放肆的大闹一场
不能原谅 如果很多年后我还是这样
就放肆爱放肆追 放肆去闯 放肆是我的信仰
再不去闯 梦想永远只会是一个梦想


蛮不错的歌词

是用心写的

6月4日

Life Is Beautiful

  
Every morning, I feel the breeze
The sun washes over me..
The sound of water, the crashing sea
Is it only me..that feels alive
Its all ahead on me
'Cause it feels so right..
Jus open your eyes and see that..

Life is beautiful [so beautiful]
So beautiful to me
Life can take you anywhere
You don't know where it leads you
But you know you're not alone
Just open your eyes and see that..
3月26日

Yael Naim - New Soul

I'm a new soul I came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

I'm a young soul in this very strange world hoping I could learn a bit about what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate.
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

This is a happy end cause' you don't understand everything you have done why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end come and give me your hand I'll take your far away.

[Refrain]:
I'm a new soul I came to this strange world hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take
But since I came here felt the joy and the fear finding myself making every possible mistake

The new soul in this very strange world
Possible mistakes
Every possible mistakes
From mistakes

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...


 
3月4日

赖床-蓝奕邦

越睡越是累  越累就越睡  
杂务万千堆  不知怎应对
揽枕揽紧些  窗帘别拉开  
恬静世界里  我自闭隐居
无办法  来面对  
门外世界变幻与兴衰
蒙着眼  沉下去  
宁愿再蕴藏被窝之中找允许
懒得起身落床去  
也许於这昏暗角落里面  找得出兴趣
@如果需要意志才能下床  
对镜梳洗  看多看也会怯慌
宁愿打个喷嚏然後赖床  
无谓面对着世人的凶悍
谁讲早我说晚安  
关进这暗房  躲进被窦更加心安
如若闹钟一再摇晃
仍旧继续来赖床  对现实投降
乏力又累赘  越活越受罪  
就活在被窦  卖力地踌躇
想起身边的  闹剧或怨对  
每日拚命追  心力都交瘁
无力去  来面对  
门外世界变幻与兴衰
情愿再  沉下去  
宁愿再蕴藏被窝之中找允许
懒得起身落床去  
无奈又怕有日筋骨衰退  我也会心虚
Repeat @
躺於这和暖睡床  (叫世人把我遗忘)
不想对人再奢望  (渐忘掉屋外盛况)
被窝之中躺呀躺  究竟怎麽不妥当
懒得起身观看  今天境况  知道更不安
何必虚耗意志爬落睡床  
戴起盔甲去抵抗俗世眼光
宁愿打个喷嚏然後赖床  
无谓面对着世人的凶悍
谁讲早我说晚安  关进这暗房  
躲进被窦更加心安
门缝在渗一线晨光
仍旧继续来赖床  将现实埋葬

 

Ps,我无法控制的贴他的歌词,
我们常觉得自己是与众不同的,
从言行从思想,
可我们又那么那么的容易产生共鸣,
这说明,
我们只是自认为“不正常”却“正常”的一些人。

当我们发现痛苦孤独其实是每个人的专利的时候
那些曾经仇恨的情绪会变得无限平衡

说到赖床
我是可以睡到昏迷的那种
越睡越能睡
是真的

藍奕邦 - 成長

四歲半 你我到處作樂 結伴到公園之內蕩韆鞦
卻發覺 到了八歲過後 我與你每天溫書溫太久
友好轉眼陌生 畫報漸變殘舊
隨著徽章開始生锈更見彼此之間的缺口
我試過 對過某某信任 更付出一顆血淋淋的心
到最尾 卻已變了猜心 去猜究竟遭他插過幾多針
浪費幾多人生 恐怕無能力被吸引
但我始終信忠貞去做人 若我愛過吻過 全程奉獻 那就沒遺憾
成長假使會換來隔膜 你我更加需要被愛
知識偏更令人冷漠 你我更要看得開
如世界太生疏 疏得彷似地鐵跟月臺
來讓我抱到跌入懷內 確認彼此存在
你與我 當初多麼天真 更在計劃於將來談婚姻
到最尾 拍過太多的拖 更親眼看到他兩個怎麼分
太想得到幸福 偏卻被個情字所困
但我始終信忠貞去做人 若我愛過吻過 全程奉獻 都不枉我過這一生
成長假使會換來隔膜 你我更加需要被愛
知識偏更令人冷漠 你我更要看得開
如世界太生疏 疏得可洩漏每一滴愛 來讓我將每滴愛拾回來
知己失散過 過客有幾多 更有勇士最終變做嘍囉
更需要一起抵抗 用最天真的心 悠然面對 現實是何其無助
成長假使會換來隔膜 你我更加需要被愛
知識偏更令人冷漠 請你抱我抱到放不開
如世界太生疏 疏得彷似地鐵跟月臺
來讓我抱到跌入懷內 抵抗所有遺害